wow, it's been ages since i've last blogged.
I've now moved on to a new chapter of my life. I was supposed to be studying for my mid terms, but then, I started reading my previous e-mails, trying to delete the redundant ones. Surprisingly, i read one e-mail that made me realise that could help me in this period of time anyway:

I don't know if i should be angry with you, you lied to me about several things. I don't know why you did it, but you said i was easy to lie to, but so what?! i'm also a human being, i have feelings when i find out if you lied to me. How does it feel if you had someone do that to you?

Not only that, when you ask me some questions, you make me explain to you, but you don't even look like you're listening to me, like you're just thinking about the next question you want to ask me because you just simply interrupted me by asking your other question. What are you trying to prove by asking me the questions when you yourself don't even want to listen? what's the point?

People learn from mistakes, and i sure hope i learn mine well and correct it.
I hate the "boy who cries wolf". guess what? you just proved yourself to be one.
I once got lied to about a guy who had cancer and told me he only had 2 years to live, according to you, since i'm so easy to be lied to, he lied to me, he made use of my compassion and he made use of my sympathy that he had to use it for his friendship. How low can you go? as low as him? hopefully not.

My teacher once used to tell me that if you like someone, and he let you down, the only thing to get over him is to be indifferent rather than  to hate him. Hating him would mean still having emotions for him,  while being indifferent would really mean you don't really care what happens to him whatsoever.
Over time, it's been said that people harden their hearts because they learn their mistakes the hard way and change.
However i'm not going to be indifferent to you, because GOD taught me how to love even though you stink. well, i'm not going to be your normal friend, but don't get me wrong, when you talk to me, i will still talk to you, but it sort of ends there. i wouldn't trust you, or i wouldn't believe a singly word you will say to me.

Just like the cancer guy, once you lie to me, and i find out, i do not care what happens to you. I don't know what happened to the guy, but i damn well know he is still alive and kicking somewhere on earth. He still e-mails me (thank GOD that's the only way he communicates with me) but i don't want to listen to his concocted story about how he lied.

Okay, on to other things. I got myself an eye candy in hall. Well, i might say this is the first time i got an eye candy:D haha. but then his character sucks. what can you do? just look and don't listen to him talk! :D
okay!
wish me luck for my mid terms! but i think i pulled off that my blog has died till no ones follows it anyway:D

"once bitten, twice shy"