a lot of things happened over the past entire week.
sometimes when things just happen, you become so numb at the end of the day.
tears dry up, heart broken like the pieces left when humpty dumpty fell, emotions, just...NUMB.
-i just did not know why you just simply refuse to do the things that i ask you to do.
what is a quarrel?
to disagree angrily; squabble; wrangle.
to end a friendship as a result of a disagreement.
to make a complaint; find fault.
where was that once upon a time...that high couple i once knew? who had no qualms or whatsoever that made us unhappy?
what is a misunderstanding?
a disagreement or quarrel.
failure to understand correctly; mistake as to meaning or intent.
what causes misunderstandingS?
a failure to communicate EFFECTIVELY, that means, not communicating through MSN or e-mails. that is simply...WRONG. it's simply INEFFECTIVE. the amount of time wasted to type the words and sentences out could be just simply said and the situation RESOLVED in that same amount of time!
all i ever wanted was for someone to be there for me, and i did not know that punching in numbers on a phone could take up so much of someone's time, or even EFFORT. does that just goes to show that you don't put enough of that effort? i was not even saying to meet up but just simply take the phone BESIDE you and DIAL. if you could have just message, punching in that many letters, then why could you not DIAL NUMBERS?!
i know you didn't want a quarrel. but the problem is...are all our conversations all a quarrel?
you claim you love me, but do you really? or is it just some obligation, does it take so much EFFORT?
do you know why i say that you are slow? this has not been the first time that you take so long to CONTEMPLATE, to HESITATE, on doing such simple things.
why do i even do this, writing on my blog, just so to explain to you, you know why? because YOU take so long to even get things outright, you don't even want to face the problem and settle this PROBLEM once and for all. instead, you just simply say..."we need a beach, thats where we should settle it" but...WHEN? when will that BE? another year?
i can't wait anymore, i don't think anyone would have wait that long for you to just simply WORK out your THOUGHTS, it has not even reached the stage where you WORK out your SENTENCES OR SPEECH.
even your work also shows the rate at which you do your things.
there is a saying anyway: you won't know how to cherish someone unless you meet someone else who is worse off.
is our relationship worth throwing away because of this?
or is it worth it.
i don't even know if you cherish it or not.
♥
2/21/2010 04:45:00 PM
2/21/2010 04:45:00 PM
